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So
I really miss having a journal now. I needa stop being so lazy and go get one. Not just any will do though. Tomorrow, I will find you.
It's wild how minds can hide things from themselves and convince themselves of falsehoods... I just don't think I could do it. I can't imagine what that would be like. I'm one person all the time and I am all too ( Read more... ) -
When you dream, it's just your brain taking a shit.
What a strange dream I had... I was driving and searching for Gavin. I got to Brendan's house cuz in my dream Gavin lived there still I guess. But it was different and there were topless girls dancing in the driveway and there were so many people there.
I went in a room I made up and my clothes were sliding off me, my skin was slipping from my ( Read more... ) -
I was looking at the face of humanity
And it was beautiful and disgusting.
I told him, wanna know what I think?
I think you love me.
That's a very ambitious statement...
Yeah I know. I'm not saying you do or that I know I you do. But that's what I think.
well that makes two of us...
Oh wow. I feel it too though I tried to stave it off.
How long does it take to fall in love? What are the ( Read more... ) -
Lundi Gras
I do feel fat, all that candy.
Whoa I wonder what tomorrow is gonna be like. In over my head? Maybe. Gonna have fun? I think so. Gonna get crazy. I'm so excited.
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Weird
=me.
I'm glad but man am I weird.
Felt like everyone was mad at me today.. I can't stand it when people are senslessly mad at me.
Prospects and shockfests. I'm ready to be in the crowd I'm ready to be an adventurer and a stargazer.
I lust like a man. It's insane how badly I just want to give it all away.
Your parts are familiar now. I'm completely ( Read more... ) -
To the things themselves!
4 hours of philosophical discussion today. Why can't everyday be like this? Ooh but it will be soon. :D
Wow, I think I got the best deal out of all this: a good friend who's caring and nice as can be, who understands me and who I can have some deep philosophical conversations with.
Perhaps I'm still not sure what my exact reason is for not wanting a ( Read more... ) -
Cold
How strange it is to be so important to someone one day and feel unimportant the next. I'm sure I am still important to him but I have changed things.
I have not disowned him though and he has not abandoned me. I feel like I have abandoned him though, in a medium sized way. What can a girl do though?
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Beautiful and treacherous
I have many layers but I try to peel them apart and tell you exactly how I feel. Which is really hard for me actually because a lot of the time, I honestly don't know how I feel. Weird, things are weird.
I don't know if people actually use livejournal anymore, I think it mAy be obsolete in this age of facebook and tumble and shit. But I feel better ( Read more... ) -
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There Are Hundreds Of Paths Up The Mountain
There are hundreds of paths up the mountain,
all leading in the same direction,
so it doesn't matter which path you take.
The only one wasting time is the one
who runs around and around the mountain,
telling everyone that his or her path is wrong.
Hindu teaching