Self conscious enough to let you go
Yet so eager to be loved again
I hold you close.

Lauren is no longer with us..meet her replacement ( Read more... )

jack and jane.
08-23-06

<3 :D

i'm so afraid of any type of relationship.
i always thing if i start, it will end in tears.
i think if i had to go through disapoinment like that again i might go farther this time.

everytime i think i might be close to being ready,
it back fires.

i can't like him.

... i don't know anymore...

fuck you
whatever.
i hate being pissed off.

i can be the nicest person and still peo[le bitch at me.
so fuck you
end of story
good bye
DUNZO

i appreciate the world a lot more than i used to ( Read more... )

pstt
crazyyness already.
makes me laugh how things work out.

i hate that i only attract black guys.
ha ha. [i have nothing against that, it's just wierd]

school and work aren't that bad
just always tierd.

night bitches.

RAWR
everything sucks.

i'm afraid of failure.
please help me.

do i honestly do everything wrong ?!?
i can't wait to get outa here.
[you have no idea]

i can only say i'm half happy.
HA i'm complaining again.

senior tomorrow.
lsakjdhiashf

want to go back to school.
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my dream was funny today.
it was about space and shitt.
i would explain further but i don't know how to without..idk just can't.

everything moves to fast.
i need change.