Sep 01, 2006 19:19
Lauren is no longer with us..meet her replacement.
hi, I'm Jane.
I'm the sad pathetic screwed up falure at life.
welcome to reality.
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i'm sick of this game called pretending to be happy when i honestly am not.
i might end up hurting someone who could possible be playing the same game.
this all feels like a waste of fucking time.
why go along with something that will end up bad.
i just want to be loved again.
(it isn't happening)
to feel special again, to experience new things toegther, to laugh till your fucking stomach hurts and to drive until your wayy pasted cufew but its all worth it cuz you did it with me.
i want to make love wihtout having to be drunk or high.
i want to know you better than youtself
but most of all i want to make you happy to be here, now, with me.