I get so sad to see YOU so upset. I want to help but I don't know how.

on another note...Matt Kessler has the worst short term memory ever. EVER.

Am I getting all hyped up for nothing? Is this really when it happens? or maybe i'm just an idiot who takes things the wrong way.  Or is this it? I don't know. I wont' know until then. I just hope that I'm not looking forward to nothing. I hope this is it. I can only hope at this point.

I don't even understand you anymore. we were best friends. or so I thought. I mean i consider you my best friend. maybe you see me in a different light. I try to trust you but you tell my secrets. I try to be open with you but it's never returned. I see our relationship in a different light than you see it ( Read more... )

I have and havent ( Read more... )

happy birthday Androo.

went out with Brittney. to teh movies, Shrek 2. it was a GRAND time. we ran into some kids like Christa (awkward kinda) so then it was a great time.

but i like her. she's so cool.

one of the best parts was that for the first time I made Androo proud.

o ya and that I spent it all with Brittney. she's great.

I can honestly say that Kerry is my best friend. she is so awesome and me and her are exactly alike and we went on a 5 hour long crazy adventure. and it was crazy and then bet night i've had in like 2 weeks. I love you Kerry ( Read more... )

I'm so sorry. with that one phone call none of this would happen. I don't want you to go. I want to be your friend. I'll change for you. I promise. I love you dude. I do. and I'll miss u. when it's all over i'll be here waiting. changed for you. I promise ( Read more... )

it's over. it's a done deal. forever. no more. and i let it happen.

as much as i pretend not to care...

it hurts worse and worse every minute.

number 5 in down the drain. just to look back at this whole school year. I think i should nickname thsi year "Drew's an ass to christa year" just cuz we dated 5 times. 4 times i was an ass. the last time was kinda mutual (even though she'll say it's all my fault ( Read more... )