a little reflection

May 23, 2004 00:38

number 5 in down the drain. just to look back at this whole school year. I think i should nickname thsi year "Drew's an ass to christa year" just cuz we dated 5 times. 4 times i was an ass. the last time was kinda mutual (even though she'll say it's all my fault).

everyone was right. everyone. especially matt kessler. that kid is right about everything and what do i do? not believe him about anything. from now on we should all listen to Mathieu.

someone told me there's like 4 girls that like me. i find that hard to believe, just cuz i feel like a big walking ass right now. i don't know what anyone sees in me. whatever.

so. maybe this is a way of telling us we shouldn't date. i dunno why it's taken this whole school year.

maybe i'm not the relationship type i don't know. maybe i've just yet to find a girl that has "tickled my fancy." I guess me and matt's last summer goal is on again. although i might just like to be single for moost of the summer, unless i meet an amazing girl.

maybe i just jump into things too quickly. maybe before asking a girl out i should make sure i want a relationship or to be with them for sure. or maybe i was just meant to be a fucking manwhore my whole life.

that's all i am. just a manwhore. a virgin manwhore i might add. not that there's anything wrong with that. maybe i'm just that guy that girls run to when they're lonely cuz they know they can get a piece of ass from me. but who would want that. from me? huh? i dont' see any takers but supposidely there are.

that's all for now.

~Manwhore of the year,
Drew Smith
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