Yeahhhh....jeans, and trying on clothes. Yeah. I get it. I wish I didn't. Which I don't mean in a snotty "I wish I didn't understand this because I'd rather look like a supermodel than like myself" kind of way - it's more like, "I wish I didn't get what you're saying because I wish the body image thing didn't trouble me so much
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At least these jeans fit, when I can find them. That's got to count for something, right? I have found a brand and size of jeans that are acceptable to me. It's just tracking down a physical pair of the darn things that is so much trouble. Levi's 515s work very well for me, with the midrise cut, and they are almost not too long for me if I can find them in the short length. I was starting to think I would either have to wear horrible, unflattering jeans for the rest of my life, or I would have to start shopping for $200 jeans, to which I am morally opposed. They're jeans.
I don't even want to look emaciated. I just want to look fit and normal (curvy, not flabby), and I don't think it will ever happen, no matter how much weight I lose.
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I don't even want to look emaciated. I just want to look fit and normal (curvy, not flabby), and I don't think it will ever happen, no matter how much weight I lose.
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