i've been having a lot of mixed emotions lately. Partly because of beging a new relationship, partly because of my truck being a pos and constantly pissing me off, and mostly because of stress. I've been comparing things i shouldnt, because i knew from the get go things wouldnt be the same but i still was. I thought about leaving and giving up on ( Read more... )

confused. end.

why is life so screwey? i understand the concept of everything happening for a reason. For instance Ann and i breaking up, i couldnt understand why at first, now i've come to the realization that i was never really happy, just lying to myself. My S10 i've been through hell with her and back, its taken everything i had to obtain, maintain, repair, ( Read more... )

life so screwy sometimes... i think i'm in love again, its too soon but everything just feels so right and so perfect, yet its killing me literally well not so literally but i cant stay out till 4 am everynight and talk till 6 on the phone then be at work by 8 i cant keep up with it but i want to.... I start school today, yea i'm excited, except my ( Read more... )

i dunno if its worth it or if i'm being an idiot but i'm having fun! on another note i'm at the point of frustration with my s10 i dont know if its worth keeping or junking anymore. i've been through a lot with it, and i worked my ass off just to keep it, in two months it should be painted with some other minor body mods done to it, but i put so ( Read more... )

i dunno whats goin on anymore. but the last 4 nights have been the most amazing nights ever, and i really cant explain it i dont know why but for the first time in a long time i've been truley happy....

wow.... wtf happnd this weekend... the best/worst weekend ever

i dunno why i bother posting in this thing, just mainly to keep me sane i suppose. so to begin my rant i hate myspace and facebook and all those geh things, secondly i hate my job, honestly if one thing could drive me to commit suicide at this point in time it'd be this place, it seriously sucks the life outta me! Constant panic and anxiety attacks ( Read more... )

i've had my ups and downs lately, i'm just keeping my positive outlook on things hahaha. of course its hard theres a lot going on and of course my two trucks are nothing but headaches o well i love them. I hate my job it seriously sucks the life outta me, but i need it to pay bills and survive so until something else comes up there is no leaving ( Read more... )

He was always giving her attention ( Read more... )