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My life the past six months...
So a lot has been on my mind lately, but it’s about time I finally make a post and make an update for everything that I went through or kept inside for the past 6 months. So I guess this is a reflection from April 2009 - September 2009 if you want to put a timeline on this.
Long story short, I fell in love, I got burned… I got hurt. And the worst ( Read more... ) -
And more of...
Long road ahead.
Enduring pain.
Can't do the things I used to.
Slow going.
Hard work.
No end in sight.
Empty.
Need some happy. -
Just too much...
Feeling overwhelmed.
Pressure.
Unhappy.
Empty.
Busy.
Quiet.
Underappreciated.
Needing.
Wanting. -
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If I wrote a note to God ( Read more... ) -
The hardest thing to do really is to let go, I make about 1 journal entry a year heh
"I’m calling you because I need to let you know that things just aren’t working out between us.
At this point in my life, I need someone who will be there for me and not treat me like a complete stranger at times.
I was hoping that things would be different this time and that you would fight for me...
Seriously, we’ve only talked 3 ( Read more... ) -
Stuff I've been thinking about...
I'm just not feeling like myself right now. The holidays are coming up again and the thought of not having someone there is starting to bother me again. I was driving past Macy's downtown SF on Saturday night and saw all of the Christmas decorations already in place, but couldn't help it but to feel somewhat empty inside that I won't anyone ( Read more... ) -
Hello. :]
Without A Trace by Michael Ngo
The makings of another quiet night
As calm as a howl in the wind,
You can still hear the sound of raindrops
As it has been for the past six months,
The dream of perfect nights
Is overshadowed by the silence,
Not a soul could be heard
Only distant cries could be sensed,
The vibrant colors that were all around you
Have become ( Read more... ) -
Yeah i write stuff sometimes.
Perspectives
Why do some people look at the glass as being half empty?
Why do some people look at the glass as being half full?
Do we really believe in fate?
Because everything we do in our lives is inevitable.
Why do we hold grudges or even care?
When worrying only stresses us out.
Why do we believe in simple things?
Maybe it's ( Read more... ) -
What I really need is a friend...
So it seems that I can never get things going or right when it comes to members of the opposite sex. I don't know what it is about me that just drives people away ( Read more... ) -
So sad
kokoro ni oyogu kingyo wa
koishi omoi wo tsumorasete
makka ni somari minoranu omoi wo
shirinagara sore demo soba ni itai to negatta no
natsu no nioi ame no naka de
potapota ochiru kingyo hanabi
hikari de me ga kurande
isshun utsuru wa anata no yuugao
kokoro ni oyogu kingyo wa
minikusa de tsutsumarenu you
kono natsu dake no inochi to kimete
sukoshi no jikan ( Read more... )