So it's been a while since I posted! I just haven't felt motivated too and I haven't had a lot of time. I worked close to a 40 hour week last week, and I will again next week. It's so crazy and annoying, but it's good money so I shouldn't complain too much I suppose ( Read more... )

I suddenly, at around 7pm today, felt lost. I felt as though I didn't know where to go with my life, or what to do with myself both long term and immediately. I though about what I really believe in and what I want, what I believe is right, who I believe is right, and who I believe is not. I felt hopeless momentarily, that I would never find ( Read more... )

So all in all I think things in life are going well. I just had a family cookout today which was nice. I enjoyed talking to my family and seeing them all! I ate way too much and my stomach hurt a lot, but you can't let a small stomach stop you from eating good food lol! I think I have a fever but I'm not sure how that happened. I don't feel sick, ( Read more... )

So my lunch date today went really really well! I like him, and I have much more in common with him than I would have thought. Regardless of him being a more artsy type, he's more introverted which works well for me. But unlike Drew, the kid from MIT, He's not quiet introverted, he's much more social and conversational which I think is important. ( Read more... )

So things with the MIT kid, I don't see panning out. He's nice, cute, and obviously smart, but he's just not quite sociable enough. I'm just going to not send him any more messages and see if he bothers to take the initiative to send me one. If he does, then maybe he isn't as quiet as I peg him to be ( Read more... )

So yesterday I met up with that kid I had been talking to online. We met at Chinatown at like 3:30, and went to gourmet dumpling house. I enjoyed talking to him a lot! He's very smart and has interesting opinions! I mean after we were done eating we walked around the commons and talked for about 4 hours! He's a little quiet and nerdy but goodness ( Read more... )

I have to say, I really like my job but, mid-shifts suck for me. I don't even mind the hours or how busy it is, it's just that while I'm waiting in the morning to go to work, I get really stressed. I'm really anxious right now waiting for work to start! Once I get to work I'll feel much better though so it'll all be fine ( Read more... )

I thought that for once, I would post when things were good instead of just complaining. Things are great now. I walk 5 miles everyday! I've been eating really well too! I weight just about 135 pounds now, which is 33 pounds I've lost since I started in January! I'm hanging out with so many friends that I didn't even think would want to hang out ( Read more... )

Yesterday was really fun! I met up with my friend Beth before the concert which was unexpected and I was with her talking and having fun for a couple hours. Then I went home at like 8 to meet Hannah and we talked about this boy she likes, then we played Soulcalibur. She wanted to borrow it so I let her. Then at 9:30 I went to Lydia's house and her ( Read more... )

So today I went to the beach with my mom and my cousin Melinda. It was pretty fun, I think I got some more color which is awesome! I don't think Edwin (the kid I though was cute) is coming to the concert tomorrow since he hasn't gotten back to neither Abby nor I. Just as well though, there was a kid online whom I thought was cute and had a LOT LOT ( Read more... )