Ah the days have gotten busy and more stressful but the most stress of all is not from the outside but within. I put most of the pressure on myself to push myself to be something better. I act like nothing and no one can touch me but thats not true and I know it I just don't show it. I pretend to be a much stronger person then I really feel. I ( Read more... )

Well I managed to only screw myself further (long story) in the past month. I failed two of my midterms, got my wisdom teeth pulled which hurt like hell and still does. I broke up with my boyfriend, got back together with him and broke up again. Only this time I mean next to nothing to him. Last time he fought to get me back this time he just ( Read more... )

I'm am good at making long stories short so here goes: Wne tot case hated it moved back to VA going to Germanna didnt get spring transfers so will have another semester at Gremanna and am hoping to get in for the fall. Got an A in calc !!!!! and hopefully will have 4.0 this semester. Now to make good on a promise of long ago ( Read more... )

Any one else want to take a hit at me while they can?! I'm only here for another few days now is your chance! Really I'm waiting, after all the best time to get someone is when their down. and the run down of everything that has happened in the last few mounts... i started dating a guy form my chem class about a week after my last entry, my ( Read more... )

Shit happens, I couldn't update; don't yell at me. I'm still here. I can't really write right now but when I can, I will tell you all what has been going on in the last seven weeks.

Happy Mardi Gras everyone!!!!! although today sucked, I'm not letting anything ruin my mood. At least I have something to look forward to...this weekend I get to go to Gabby's Birthday party in Reston! I haven't seen Gabby in months, so I can't wait. I miss everyone in Reston, but at least I didn't move too far away I still get to visit. Well ( Read more... )

I was looking through funny e-mails and decided to share this with you all. I know the girl who commented on this. *cough*Tora*cough* I thought some of it was funny, I hope some of you do to ( Read more... )

I got accepted to Case!!!!!! Thats my only good news, I might post the rest later. But i don't want to be depressed right now, so who knows.

Happy New Year to all! Ya, ummm.... Williamsburg the vacation from hell.(And I quote my mom on that one.) Well my step-grandfather died at noon on the 29th. My grandmother is coming to live with us. Stress is at max. But everything will be alright in time. I've learned that there is a big difference between dying and dead. The worst feeling ( Read more... )

Happy holidays and a happy New Year! Today we leave for Williamsburg, we're supposed to be there until Saturday, but... well my step-grandfather is in the hospital and I found out on Thursday that he has lung cancer and has stopped eating. The doctors don't think he'll make it to see the new year, so I may be in Georgia at the end of break. ( Read more... )