Lost, to a swirl of emotions. Memories that haunt my every dull moment. Keeping myself exhausted at night to try and help with the sleepless nights. Smiles, never fake. Insanity is my happiest moments. Pleasure in every moment of every second of the day. My Pain leaves scars to help protect my self for the next time. I see the pain of others around ( Read more... )

Some happy music. Linkin Park played on the piano is beautiful. but it's making me depressed.
Mary Jane pisses me off. Why do people like her so much? When will they grow up?

I wish my room mates knew how to clean up after them selves.
They are such slobs.
I hate cleaning up after them. If i don't then the house is left a mess, and gets worse.

wow So my appartmetn is pretty much empty ( Read more... )

I got a Laptop. wireless ( Read more... )

Alright im done with Oregon.
I'm ready to come home.
..... to bad i cant leave yet...

~EXCITING~
I did a one hand push up tonight.
bad day to good with one thing.
I get my car back in a few days.

She looks at a mirror, and always looks perfect ( Read more... )

Alright so this is what happened lately ( Read more... )

Whew. My doctor put me on vicodin for my back. talk about an interesting couple of days. Ron from country insurence came by today to give me an estimate for my car. So any damage related to the accident is payed for. Praise God! That will make the move a lot better. So now im sitting at home waiting for dinner. My neighbors next door invited me ( Read more... )

Well today was interesting.
I slept for 14 hours.
Went out for coffee with a friend.
Got in an accident.
Im ok. but my back hurts.
My car is making wierd noises.
So im going to go report an accident.
it wasnt my fault. I got rear-ended.

Wow I have fantabulous news. or at least I think so ( Read more... )