Mindy its okay sweetums. you cant feel sorry for the way you feel. and i wont let it happen. if thought comes up again im on my way there that weekend. i wont let it happen and if you want something bad enough then you WILL get it ( Read more... )

I woke up to my tv on which wakes me up and i was watching what i thought was a movie. what happened to be a movie was accually real. I couldnt belive it. I went to school thinking what happens next, what if we're next. We had fort bliss so i thought for sure that we were next. All my classes had the tv on hardly any of us were doing the work ( Read more... )

This really fuckin sucks. I cant stand to be away from my Mindee. I love her too much to be doin this to her. I miss her so much. I just wanna say " aahh to hell with it" and start up my truck and head down to el paso. What i wouldnt do just to see her right now, just to feel her lips against mine, just to hold her so tight so that my arms ( Read more... )

this is so freakin hard being away from my Mindee. I love her to death and i cant stand to be away from her even when im at my house in el paso its hard to just stay at home when i know where she is and that i can see her. this sucks so bad. she says itll get easier but it hasnt for me its been gettin more tough. well n e ways today was my first ( Read more... )

so im leavin in less then a week so all i want to do right now is spen every minute with mindy which sucks cuz im not allowed into hanks n e more, that pisses me off. im gonna miss her so freakin much.

we'll bake a giant pie, set the temperature to cold so the penguins can live in it and eat it. good ol penguins, they dont deserve to melt.

well in about 4 weeks im leavin to the word in san antone, im more nervous thatn excitement but there is some excitement.  My roomie is from Connectecuit, kinna crazy. hes gonna come from a pretty cold city to a very humid-hot one, hes gonna die.  but im gonna come down for all the knightplayers shows for sure except hanks hunk cuz thats pretty ( Read more... )

*sighs* im finally back from my lil trip to San Antone. I missed Mindy so freakin much omg, it was so damn good to see her when i got back. her parents even let me in their casita i was so happy. i was a bit more comfortable this time wasnt that nervous. *sigh*it was just so good to see her and be in her arms again. we all went to a club in san ( Read more... )

Mindy (Mindee, Ayume, Zebula, Mindi, Myndi, Banana Peel, Honey-Love, Mindai...) here updating for Bradley because he doesn't ( Read more... )

well 2 months ago, Mindy and i had our first kiss. I still remember that day. It was so dramatic wasnt it. well thursdays are my favorite days. im so happy, im higher that cloud nine on thursdays. well today im pretty sure that someone stole my yearbook that really pissed me the fuck off!!! suns o bitchiz whoever stole my yearbook ill kick ( Read more... )

i cannot believe that i just broke my freaking clavical!!! This really pisses me off when stupid shit i do gives me an injury like this. grrrr. well i hope that i recover fast cuz i only have one arm to hold Mindy. im so sorry i cant hold you with both arms babe i would give up a leg just to hold you with both my arms. Dont feel sorry or bad ( Read more... )