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A Year, Really
Hah. Tomorrow it'll have been a year... and a week.
I completely forgot about it on the day of. Guess I was busy.
Still feel it a bit, though. Will I always?
Want to celebrate, but don't deserve to.
Miss you. Mourn your absence of presence. I liked it when you were here. You were inspiration. No crayons, nothing I can describe. -
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Thank you
To the moon: (You Know Who You Are ( Read more... ) -
Zheyne
I am... mourning.
I am... remembering.
I am... confessing that I did this.
I am not crying.
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You sent me a message, Zheyne. You sent me a message saying it might be the last you ever send to me, and that you hope I don't hate you.
You said you'd be gone by the end of the week.
I replied, niave, foolish. Asking if the Blue went away, if the music stopped ( Read more... ) -
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You're gone already, aren't you?
Zheyne. -
Demon Host - Timbre Timbre... Speaks My Mind
Death she must have been your will ( Read more... ) -
Frustrated, Flawed & F'n Realizing Too Much - Or Am I Not? Just Lazy Facts For Y'all Readers...
I know this much about myself:
I am dramatic.
I am an idiot.
I grin too much.
I am failing school.
I want to make a difference.
I am a natural leader.
I am an anomaly apparently; no one else is the same.
I like myself far too much for my own good.
I have an ego the size of Russia.
I am stubborn.
I am a hypocryte.
I save worms, but I step on spiders ( Read more... ) -
Disclaimer:
-coughs-
Okay, that freak in bed thing? I wasn't referring to, uhh, that. More so the random freak-outs I've had that just happened to be in my... bed. This is sounding really awkward ( Read more... ) -
O.o
Just for the sake of it, here it is.
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ZOMG I'm failing schoooooooooooooool...
New plan: College, THEN University.
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Seriously?
I tried to choke myself.
Like, not really, but I just needed the air to stop for a while, you know? Give me a chance to think. Give me a chance to... breathe. Ha.
This is selfish. I'm not falling in that hole again, I'm not I'm not I'M NOT I PROMISE.
It's just, he came over. I wanted him to, I miss him. But I forgot the reason I miss him in the ( Read more... )