WORDS COULD NOT EXPLAIN MY HAPPINESS AT THIS POINT IN TIME!

I miss him. And for once this shit isnt about andrew.

I feel like I have to say thank you to everyone that has greatly helped me in life because I am bored out of my mfing mind so here we go :-)

Dia- Thank you for being there for me through the good and the bad.  Your like my sister. And you've always tried to help me through my problems so thank you :-)

Andrea- Thank you for sticking with me all ( Read more... )

I'm giving Andrew everything that reminds me of him. He's gonna get out of my life one way or another and this is my way of getting him out. I'm gonna give it all to him next time I see him.

If I told you that you can spend the night or come over any time soon. Then I lied. Because my mother has informed me that no one is coming over for a long time. Not because I did anything bad but because she didn't get any mfing sleep. So I'm sorry if I told you you could cuz you can.t Much love I'm gonna go clean now since my mother only allowed ( Read more... )

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I feel so bad when people like me and I know that I don't like them. It makes me feel so bad.

Last night I was talking to Jon and he told me that I screwed him over. And it made me feel really bad. I didn't mean to in any way. He made me feel like I owed him my life. But he never heard my side of the story and then got angry at me because Alex won ( Read more... )

10 ten bad things about myself ( Read more... )

1. What is your full name? Susan Marie Blake ( Read more... )

It seems as though I hardly ever write in this any more. It's probably because I have nothing to complain about because life is being okay for once. Damn I missed last weeks episode of Degressi oh well atleast I can watch this one in about 15 minutes :-). See I am seeing the good of everything instead of the bad. That is what I have learned with ( Read more... )