i'm gonna try to make this my last entry i'm kinda over this lj thing ( Read more... )

i think i owe an update ( Read more... )

friday night was a lot of fun and good laughs i was in a really odd mood i'm never like that a lot only once in a blue moon i was acting like a drunk and i don't drink......umm i'll update later about it

bye

i'm gonna say it i hate my high school and almost everyone in it i can't wait till i'm out

i hate the way i am when it comes to girls

yesterday was such an amazing day in a LONG TIME ( Read more... )

i want a dog for some odd reason

i can't take acting like everything is ok nothing in my life is okay. i just want music i want shows i dont even care anymore i just want music

i think i need serious help with my life or even a girl or something i need something i'm sick of this shit

i don't care who i play shows with i don't

i need to play shows and i need to feel human again i fuckin' can't take waking up and finding a new reason to be here

i'm fed up with wasting my time and talent i'm fuckin' sick of it
i just wanna play music with my life god is that so hard to ask is it?

i just wanna do something in music please someone help me please god help me i don't know

school is making it's come back as of tomorrow and week days have a meaning again to me.

it sucks this summer is over but it is my last year in high school and i'm marking the days down to get the fuck outta ittttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt

goodnight

ps i hope we start playing shows ASAFUCKIN'P