I wish I could create a machine that would instantaneously turn emotion and thought into music.

I havent posted in a while, I have no idea why, but I suppose ill try now ( Read more... )

I once had a dream, of burgoning complexities, where I was forced to find my soul. This search took me to many dark places, despite ones thinking that a soul should be bathed in light. It becomes strange, when you're placed inside out, your inside trying to get in, and your outside trying to get out. Within the dream I start to wonder, when my soul ( Read more... )

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I just realised its the second anniversary of my grandfathers death so don't mind me as a do a bit of reminising. It makes you wonder about time eh? I remember standing outside on that day and my mom pulling up during lunch. Kirby yelling "Hey Elliot isnt that your Mom?" and me turning around disbelieving and it is her. Then getting into the car ( Read more... )

If you believe you can control your mind, you can. Whether this has any true effect or not is still a question.

Its one of those nights where you don't want to go to sleep because you have no reason to wake up.

Complexity is quite interesting. Ive often thought about sitting down in a busy place and trying to grasp everything that is going on around me. All of the seemingly random human vectors. The coming and going of countless people, all the same. And not simply the human aspect, but the technological. Everything squeezed into a small place. Wires, ( Read more... )

You know, sometimes answers consume my mind. When you can't get an answer you become obsessed with it, creating possible answers in your mind. Basing your actions on those possible answers. And all you can do is sit there and smile. When actions create too many possible outcomes you don't act at all. These actions, are based on answers because the ( Read more... )

There's a still in the night
a tuneless moonlight
just the I-need-you-and-here's-whys of
snoring Gords and Cheryls
there's a heron outside
inviolate light
there's an urge to go, a shadow
a heightened air of peril
your heart jumps to
and my heart jumps too
I think, to myself "I don't really know my heart"
and as you whisper 'me too'a silver jet ( Read more... )

I sometimes worry about my love for physics contradicting my love for philosophy. I worry about which of the two will win the battle in my mind, while I silently wish that it continues indefinitly. For I find myself ranting philosophy more often than I come even close to ranting physics. Its just that the natural world excites me in many different ( Read more... )