Yeah, unfortunatly trying is not working. I have tried both ends of the stick. But trying to be on the side of the stick I prefer seems to not be possible. The mind gives way to possibility and hinders dream. All is possible, however in this realm of likelihood the chance of failure is ever so dominant over the chance of success. Shoot or suckes or ( Read more... )

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Have you ever had a desire for something out of reach? Something that, if not for an outside torturer, is easily within your realm of attraction? Unfortunatly, this is the situation I find myself in; a situation of unattainable attraction. To more easily envision this mangles mess in my mind, I use the example of magnetic attraction. Visualize, if ( Read more... )

Ok, so I keep thinking about events that have passed over the past couple of days...I met people, I talked to people, and I have paused on playing WoW because of my new "social life" as those with lives call it ( Read more... )

Color Guard for next year is going to fucking be hilarious. most the people I see on the list are soem of the least coordinated people I know.

Everything else seems to look fine...either way I am glad Imma be 119 miles away woot.

Fuck me. I am being pushed away by people who I thought were friends....people who I thought were family...people who I thought had the slightest care for me. Fuck that and fuck you ( Read more... )

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Wow. Today has been an interesting day. I think I have finally come to terms with something that has been bugging me...what that is I don't exactly wanna say to everyone. But still. I figured it out and I don't think much good is going to come of it in my life, maybe in others but probably not mine.

One last thing to do before studying for exams for IB, ToK oral ( Read more... )

I won't hold a grudge for stopping me from doing something I would regret later in the school year, but I am going to hold a grudge for bitching at me for doing it while you were all in the same power to prevent the very thing say you are criticizing me for....well who deserves the medal, the one for doing the hitting or the one who stands there ( Read more... )