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Have you ever had a desire for something out of reach? Something that, if not for an outside torturer, is easily within your realm of attraction? Unfortunatly, this is the situation I find myself in; a situation of unattainable attraction. To more easily envision this mangles mess in my mind, I use the example of magnetic attraction. Visualize, if you can, two magnets on a small table. Assuming these magnet have no vertical force, and only have the capability to move in the cardinal directions, as on a map or sheet of paper, a third magnet is placed in between the original two. This third magnet has a polarity equal to the sides of the other two to which it coninsides, in other words, this third magnet repells both of the originals. Now imagine, as best you can, the first and third magnets ( third being the one in the middle and first being the on to the far right) grow armlike appendages and begin to force themselve closer to each other until they are ultimatly touching. This attraction, if you haven't already figured out, if forced, abrupt, and illogical. What is left is the magnet to the far left is being kept away from the other originial magnet, the magnet with whom he/she wants feels the attraction and is, above all, left to be the outcast.
OUTCAST. What an isolated feeling it is to be the outcast. Through the entirety of my life the outcast magnet has be me; trying to be with the first magnet while forcibly being pushed away by the third magnet, the torturer. Although the outcast magnet rarely ever gets the innermost of his/her desires, one thing is for sure, he/she can only hope. Therefore I say this: My hope, and the majority of all my hoping hereforth, will be focused on the realization of how forced the bonds between the first and third magnets is at the core. And along with that particular hope comes the hope of the natural attraction of the original two magnets can be fulfilled. But, in all reality, that is all one can do. Hope the Outcast becomes the welcomed.
OUTCAST. What an isolated feeling it is to be the outcast. Through the entirety of my life the outcast magnet has be me; trying to be with the first magnet while forcibly being pushed away by the third magnet, the torturer. Although the outcast magnet rarely ever gets the innermost of his/her desires, one thing is for sure, he/she can only hope. Therefore I say this: My hope, and the majority of all my hoping hereforth, will be focused on the realization of how forced the bonds between the first and third magnets is at the core. And along with that particular hope comes the hope of the natural attraction of the original two magnets can be fulfilled. But, in all reality, that is all one can do. Hope the Outcast becomes the welcomed.