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Hope
Lately I am filled with hope. Hope that I really do have the power to help myself. Hope that I can really finally heal all of the damage. To actually believe I can, and I will. Hope that I can reverse all fo the negativity and believe in myself and see the beauty and the greatness and potential in myself others see. This song has been reverberating ( Read more... ) -
The Medieval Times
I wish you would have tried to enjoy something like that with me when we could have... You always made me feel like you thought it was totally stupid... Oh well...
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Me
I have been afraid of changing. Funny thing is... Just because you don't acknowledge a part of who you are... Doesn't mean it hasn't been there all along.. And it doesn't mean coming to terms with it has to be scary... I have always been this way. I just don't have to hide it or be afraid of it. Your heart wants what it wants no matter what. ( Read more... ) -
Me
I have been afraid of changing. Funny thing is... Just because you don't acknowledge a part of who you are... Doesn't mean it hasn't been there all along.. And it doesn't mean coming to terms with it has to be scary... I have always been this way. I just don't have to hide it or be afraid of it. Your heart wants what it wants no matter what. ( Read more... ) -
Family: Right or Privilege?
Someone told me recently that no matter how close your friends are, no matter how much you trust them, that your family is really the only people whom you can completely count on. They say that your family should always be the people who you lean on most when you need them. That you can confess anything to them, have any degree of break down ( Read more... ) -
I have to get up in 5 hours
You may be asking yourself: Why are you awake right now when you have to wake up early for such an important day tomorrow?
It's because I can't sleep anymore. I lay my head down at night and start to think about things. Anymore when I try to sleep the only thing I can feel is sad about the world I live in.
I feel sad knowing that someone I have ( Read more... ) -
On Liz. Because SOMEHOW you will hear me...
Hey Auntie,
All that stuff you said that you'd never had to apologize for? We know about it.
That wedge you tired to drive between my mother and her deserved happiness? I know about it.
How "sorry" you are for making a tool of yourself in front of my other family? I've never heard it.
I will spare the details because who wants to read an epic ( Read more... ) -
Revelation becomes Resolution?
We talked about it again tonight. Changing ourselves. I just don't want to keep living like some day will come eventually. Suddenly I am 26 and wondering where 10 years went and what I have been doing with them....
One thing I know for sure about a relationship is that in order for it to succeed both parties have to be happy with themselves in order ( Read more... ) -
moving!
So we close at 11am tomorrow. Then we get our keys, then we play house!
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Because I don't understand...
This song is beautiful and it takes me somewhere that makes me wonder why my Aunt Jill does what she does. I just can't accept the situation and be fine with it because it is how it is. I need to know why, I want to understand why? It just doesn't make any sense at all to me...
The Lowmans? I GET that. I grew up in it, I understand the fucked ( Read more... )