You think I don't know, that I have to ... "figure it out eventually", news flash, i know. I get it, my dad was a jerk, left you with nothing, cheated on you or whatever, WHO CARES! The way I see it, he is still the better person, left the past in the past, never speaks badly of you, goes through hell and though he cant come pick me up to hang ( Read more... )

First off, mom, you bought this house with 3 bedrooms 2 bathrooms, 3 floors and a pool... as you said late year..."so that your welcom here anytime". Well... I am here, and Im here with my boyfriend, and we are working, and buying our groceries, and not refusing to pay for the things you ask us to. And all I can ask of you is, to welcome us for ( Read more... )

Lauren, this is a letter to appologize, Im not used to writing intense long serious letters to anyone other than myself on my live journal... but Im sorry. For telling you I was choosing Andrew over you. You are one of my best friends and have been since I met you. I recognize the fact that you were only looking out for me, it makes sense, not ( Read more... )

calgary or toronto, i have gwen and sarah and lauren in calgary, laurens always mad at me, gwen and sarah are the only others id miss. who cares, why should i care, i want to live in toronto, get an apartment, live and work for a year make new friends, meet new people. etc. i dont like the weather here and i miss the snow but its worth it right? ( Read more... )

My friends are telling me I've got to move on. Instead I'm holding on, I should be letting go, I should be draining this poison from my veins. There is no cure but the venom itself. Pain alone will bring feeling back inside this hollow structure. Desperate to set this free from my hands, the grasp is too strong even for me, I watch it in my ( Read more... )

Why didn't I listen to my heart ( Read more... )

i never asked anything of you. you made the leap in coming here, making no plans, no previous arrangements. you cant just sit there now and blame me for asking you to be homeless. i didn't ask you to do this. i did nothing but tell you in the beginning not to. and when you made the choice to go through with the plane ticket, i did all i could to ( Read more... )

it has been 1 day, 1 complete day that i have been here. I have seen kathleen and amanda and andy and scott and corey and aunt lynn and uncle jimmy and aunt jean and papa. I have gone to the kilt and clover for onion rings and strongbow with kath, and gone to bamboo jungle something or other... with amanda for beers. I have tanned and swam and ( Read more... )

You and her together, playing battleship, cuddling, watching alfa dog, being together, and ashley, you act that way to all your friends? alright andrew, cuddle with all the girls you want. you can't have me you cant touch me, I'm no longer yours. You're a jerk, you used me, and acted like you wanted me, you dont. You ran home from her smiling, ( Read more... )

Today went so well ( Read more... )