could this happen to me, my esteem says no, but my brain says yes, god i hope this time my brain wins. only time will tell. wish me luck, or don't, neither would surprise me.

So you think I'm a loser? Just because I have a stinking job that I hate, a family that doesn't respect me, a whole city that curses the day I was born? Well, that may mean loser to you, but let me tell you something. Every morning when I wake up, I know it's not going to get any better until I go back to sleep again. So I get up, have my watered ( Read more... )

Procrastination is my chronic masturbation
I defeat when I complete
These things obsolete
Like me
Riddled with imperfections
Like me
Ruining the foundation
For the creation
And manifestation
Of intent
Less intelligent
Less inspired
Less desired
I wait for fate
To compensate
To defeat
What I complete
This life i live
With nothing left to give

i just want to get fucked up and make music, anyone want to trip and jam? im going to write a story called "acid and the amusement park" oh and work sucks

i need more time

so, i'm looking to do a graphic novel series called "the dead man" i'm looking for an artist who can and will draw it, get ahold of me if you are, or you know anyone is interested in doing it. i'll tell you more about it when asked about it.

my art is now up along with Zack Gibbons, and Kirk McKenzie's on www.blackrockproductions.net check it out!

yesterday was probably the most fucked up experience i will ever have, holy shit.

i am ready for change, im sick of being here, waiting for something that never comes, after high school, i should just leave and never return. maine has drained all my sympathy and empathy, how sad is that? and more and more i think if this is sanity, i'd rather be insane. i was born to late in the century.

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