I never thought I could be so bored. Every day is the same. I hate it. I try to make it different but it just doesn't happen ( Read more... )

Ow. Everything hurts.

I have to serve tonight but hopefully I can manage some good extra pocket money since Micah and Monkey and I are going to Dragoncon.
I'll post pics.
I need to start updating regularly. I know I say that all the time, but I miss it.
I'm just never home.

I don't even know what I am anymore. I am delirious from lack of sleep and too scared to force myself into it anymore.
Nightmares leave me convulsing and crying and if he can't see me sitting on the stairs every night then he must be fucking blind.
It takes a lot of energy, being a ghost girl.

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