summers blowin big ones... especially since raven is moving. If raven did not come to this recent rock show i wouldnt have had the balls to talk to as many people as i did. If i never met raven buisness class wouldve been so boring i wouldnt have survived. If raven and i never were friends i wouldnt have laughed nearly as much as i have this year ( Read more... )

yeah so today i cleaned, and i decided to use my tooth brush to help me out a little cause its easier to scrub with than other things, and plus i just got a new one. well i just finished brushing my teeth, and just now relized that i brushed with the one i cleaned with (feeling very sick).

well the rock show was boring as usual. and then he told me he liked me, and like oh... it was weird. he told me that even if i dont like him that he would still like me. i just dont see him like that...i never had time too... and i just dont, and i feel really bad, and i like binged out yesterday because of it, and the fact that i stress eat, and ( Read more... )

i havent updated in a while. Penny likes eddie. its ironic though because she likes goodman, and my brother, and im starting to wonder if my brother likes her cause whenever she comes around, he comes around and hangs out with us. I think she should go out with goodman, but im not sure if he likes her ( Read more... )

im sick... you should come over and bring me soup :-)... I hate being sick... its miserable.. i stuggled to do my work out, my legs were giving out, my neck hurt, my joints, hurt, my ears hurt, my throat hurts, and i want to get well ( Read more... )

i cant tell you how good it feels to shower... I was going to last night, but i decided to talk on the phone with ren to TRY to help her feel better.. and the i went online at ten to talk to Goodman and TRY to help him too, so last night i was on till like 11 something talking in the Bisballs chatroom about relationship problems andi guess i dont ( Read more... )

i hate the doctors... i had to go after school today... and... eh its a nightmare.. i hate it when they get in your face, and close to you, i hate being touched... strangers are just worse.

Dad took me out to get moms mothers day gift, and when we came back, the whole freakin prom was in my driveway along with joanne and her boyfriend. I dont know why im so bitter towards her. I mean i guess part of it is because she treated me like crap, and another part of it is because shes living the life that i used to live. Long term boyfriend, ( Read more... )

my grandparents are here, and at first i thought that was a good thing. I used to feel so close to my grandma, but now its like we dont even know each other, and my grandfather is a pain in the ass. Like the first thing he said to me is "i wanted to see if you got skinner cause of the food you are eating, but no it looks like you havent, matter ( Read more... )

i went to COLORS today which was alright but i felt a little out of place, and had a horrible stomache ache which has been happening the past three days. Hey maybe my period will come back, i havent had that in like three months. Well when i got back from gabbys mom giving me a ride home, i walked up to my house, and there was this enormous beagle ( Read more... )