i wish i lived life with intense emotion. intense memory, intense longing, intense highs and lows. this semester stretches out like a plain of neutral emotion.
I've been thinking a lot about that tradeoff, too.
It's like... when did I exchange the highs and the lows for just feeling like nothing all the time? Nobody asked me if I wanted this, it was just sprung on me. I always really depress myself when I realize that it's mainly because I'm not a teenager anymore, and so I've gained stability.
I agree with you, though, I'd give up the stability for intensity any day.
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It's like... when did I exchange the highs and the lows for just feeling like nothing all the time? Nobody asked me if I wanted this, it was just sprung on me. I always really depress myself when I realize that it's mainly because I'm not a teenager anymore, and so I've gained stability.
I agree with you, though, I'd give up the stability for intensity any day.
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school dulls things.
start doing heroin.
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