So yeah. Just FYI for those that don't know. I'm not dead.....at least I'm pretty sure I'm not. No net and I work a lot

Hows everyone?

So I haven't been posting lately....been distracted by an amazing girl.....and right now....I just don't know......I hate the feeling I have....

I've slept next to someone for the past for days.....now I get to sleep alone for the night :-(

So yeah, I've barley even touched my computer since my bday. Then again, I haven't had the time. Not only did I have fri/sat/sun off but I've also had someone to hangout with everyday. Met a new girl, things are...intersting to say the least, but its a good start. Hopefully it would work out. But theres definately potential

YAY happy bday to me :-D I'm finally 21!

You Know While Your Mother Is Cooking The Macaronni Today I Figured Id Sit Down And Talk To You Since Your Old Enough. You Know Its Time That You Really Realize What This Family Is All About Cause About This Time Is When Your Gonna Be Able To Join In And Earn Some Real Money And Real Cash But Before You Do That I Wanna Teach You A Little Bit About ( Read more... )

So all that has been said between us is maybe....100-150 words.....and just talking/txting her has made my day 2 days in a row now.......why do I want something I shouldnt?

I'm getting really tired of being single again......not that I was in a relationship....but just being single is strating to get to me again......I can't really figure out why this time eiether......maybe it's cause I want someone I can't have.....and someone I shouldn't want as well.....Maybe when I turn 21 I can just go out to clubs and such and ( Read more... )

So I don't know how I should be feeling right now.....probaly not that bad but good eiether cause I know it's not a big deal.....but the problem there is that I want it to be eventually.....I have a lunch get to gether with a girl I like next week....I'm not calling it a date cause it's not :-p but I would like one time for it to be.....

So if you go way back in my journal....like almost a year ago.....you'll understand this......

SHE MIGHT BE COMING TO SEE ME IN JUNE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!