Pass The Time With Me

[ava_lava]

Title: Pass The Time With Me

Pairing(s): HanChul

Genre(s): warning!dark, angst, highlight for spoilers warning!death

Length: 5304 words

Rating: PG-13

Summary: In which Heechul is obsessed with Death.

Inspiration(s): I was reading my music history textbook and read that many Romantic composers were fascinated with Death, which influenced their

Comments

[greyrosesinjune]

SPOT.

[greyrosesinjune]

Wow. Okay. You're right. This /is/ dark. D

[ava_lava]

I wanted Han Geng's death to be up for debate. These were my ideas while I was writing

[greyrosesinjune]

I didn't think of that, but now that you've mentioned it, I do like that it could've been any one of the four, or all of them.

I see, haha. But you've done it really well and I enjoyed it so much!

Thanks for writing! :D

[stars_in_love]

MINE MINE MINE SPOTEU

[stars_in_love]

okay, i will comm on parts of the story chronologically LET'S GO ONE SHOT BABY

He managed to build the toy dinosaur skeletons by himself, and he believed that they were much more beautiful than the live ones on the cover.
WOW MY SPINE FEELS ALL CHILLY AND NICE I LIKE THIS.

but oh mY GOD HANGENG SNUFFLING IN HIS SLEEP HOW DARE YOU. MY DOG DOESN'T EVEN SNUFFLE IN HIS SLEEP THAT IS THE CUTEST THING EVER what kind of animal snuffles though. I've only heard a tiger snuffle it sounded really weird.

(On very rare occasions, Heechul would dream of dying. He would dream that his skin flaked off like sawdust, that his blood drained out from every opening in his body, one drop at a time, slowly, deliberately, almost lovingly... trickling down his naked body like a river that caressed him and told him that everything was okay, everything was going to be just fine, nothing hurts anymore, no pain, no more pain

Heechul would wake up with tears in his eyes every single time.)I secretly, truly, really love this paragraph because it's as if he

[ava_lava]

Snuffling requires an automatic AWWWW.

CONNECTIONS FTW: Heechul named all of his dead loved ones after things found around his home. Siwon is a human skull (Shakespeare allusion), Kyuhyun is the dead rat (homeless), and Kibum is the bat (LOL YES BATMAN, but also "idealistic child" who believes in superheros but Batman totally works).

I believe life is only meaningful if you don't think too much about it. Then again, I am a firm believer that thinking is detrimental to the soul. THE LESS YOU THINK, THE HAPPIER YOU ARE. THIS IS DEEP SHIT, MAN. :D

Huh, I haven't read The Fault In Our Stars - PUTTING IT ON MY TO-READ LIST. Han Geng just wants to live happily and the only way he manages that is to believe that his life means something (otherwise he would be like NOPE NOPE I AM THROUGH WITH THIS LIFE SHIT FUCK IT).

PLOT TWISTS, MAN. YOU GOTTA LOVE 'EM.
(... and yes, technically Heechul can kill people. Take into account that he calls the Grim Reaper his mother. Interpret that in any way you like)

OMG TALKING ABOUT DEATH MAKES ME FEEL

[stars_in_love]

BUT IF YOU MUST THINK LESS FOR LIFE TO BE MEANINGFUL, HOW IS IT DEEP SHIT. THIS IS INCEPTION, DUDE.

omfg you must read the fault in our stars by john green it is the sadDEST BOOK EVER. And yeah, i guess that's what the quote meant, wanting one's life to leave an imprint. LIKE A DOG PEEING ON MULTIPLE FIRE HYDRANTS but omfg he actually writes that simile in the book i swear

maybe... MAYBE HIS MOTHER THAT DIES BECAME THE GRIM REAPER. HMMM.

i didnt watch that movie oops

[dilovesyunjae]

umm wow. This is morbid but interesting. Very interesting. Wonder if there are people like heechul out there.

[ava_lava]

Oh I am sure there is a person somewhere out there like Heechul. If there are people who honestly believe in that they are stuck in The Matrix, then there are people who believe that Death is happiness. You don't see them very often, though. I am unable to decide whether this is a good or bad thing.