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Fanfictions man....
I've been reading a fanfiction all day. My moods been meh, I ended up not being able to sleep so I finished the story. For the record, it was a Dresden x Marcone one. I guess I can see it... Having mild panic attacks about getting sick and dying due to working in home during a pandemic. The saddest part is never getting anywhere in my life and how ( Read more... ) -
General Happenings
Today was rough. My father left for the Philippines and there is so mush wrongness in that. I was sort of surprised that being with Tyler helped calm my nerves. It was nice having someone there, that's for sure. It was also fun finding out that he sorta noticed me in class before. It's always good to be told you stood out at one point in time. I ( Read more... ) -
Static
I looked in my pantry for something to nosh on, and I see a small tub of chocolate icing. It had been there for months, and I reasoned with myself that it was about time someone opened it. I sadly recounted how whenever there was icing in our house, it wouldn't be long until my dad found it and opened it, swiped a finger through it and put it back ( Read more... ) -
Never Thought I'd See the Day
I finally have taken someone else's first kiss. It feels good... -
School
School has been really good for me. I've been setting up my schedules for me and no one else. It's left Tyler out a bit, and I feel bad for that, but it's not too bad. I like having night classes a lot, especially when they are with an amazing Instructor and it's a topic I can stay focused on, even if it is for hours. My English teacher seems ( Read more... ) -
Amour
So both the previous and now this entry start the same, I'll try to change it up next time. I kept a book, that I had used for class as a journal, and then wrote in it when I was distressed. Since I was worried about writing things familial, I tended to write about my love problems. I saw the trend and kept it that way really. I noticed, sadly, ( Read more... ) -
Oliver
So Oliver was my world when I was younger, and I knew myself well enough to know it wasn't fleeting. Nor did I have the insight to realize it was a problem that I would keep for six years of my life. It was real and true and stayed that way until he changed into some perverted jerk. But the Oliver I knew and thought I knew, stayed with me for the ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
So my friend was online and found my old Live Journals. I read them and was just astounded by the way I acted and what I said in them. I felt I needed to have one from this time in my life also, and maybe I'll keep it updated, probably not... I think I'll just update old points I made, talk about current events in my life, not too much. I liked how ( Read more... )