Random stands on head ^_^

Umm update, well still dating Mat ^_^ and I'm doing fine, killing time looking for a job, etc. Math is still evil >_< Not much else besides that, going to see Niagara Falls 17-19, and visit my sister at camp with my mom, should be pretty kool since I've never seen the falls before.

TTFN people

I have become so angry over the last 20 some odd years, and have learned that most people just are not wroth the pain they cause me, I have come to a point where I shut down or leave when I feel pain that is undeserved towards me or harsh cruel words that have no purpose other than to harm me. I am so sick of this god damn attitude from people who ( Read more... )

Those of you born under the influence of the Chinese Astrology Element of Water act with the assured fluidity of a river, affecting your environment with your strength and quiet charm. Creative and captivating, diplomatic and intuitive, Water individuals are the masters of subtle persuasion. Without even appearing to try, you can gain someone's ( Read more... )

The fires that burn the mistakes that can destroy and burn away, then the light within the darkness. To walk the fire means so much to so many and yet I slipped into the depths of hell yet by the light of the heart so pure I was safe within the shield of truth that I hold to my heart now. That if you believe you can beat the fires of hell, and ( Read more... )

I have walked hell twice and twice has the light of my heart saved my world a nightmare of my past that has cause me to push away so many and force others to face the fire that burns my heart. Once I never slipped and now I have fallen and yet I have found a updraft some how, and wings of the dove. Love of the heart so pure no darkness could kill ( Read more... )

A stone with in a pool, a ripple with in a heart and wonder beyond the normal everyday. You can only look into a heart that is open, yet still you can read the waves of the souls. I read the waves and ride the tide. The moon is my maiden and the water is my soul, I walk between the worlds and yet wonder sometimes where I belong then I suddenly know ( Read more... )

Sometimes nothing really makes sense, sometimes nothing makes sense.. sighed lately with a friend of mind it's just been so odd. Though I figured out that my wondering mainly had to do with my own self doubt, and wondering. Though I have known for a long time now, I'm not what he wants I don't really think I ever was, what he wanted. We live in ( Read more... )

What do I do without you, how can I smile when your not near, how do I live with these silly fears?? Without you ( Read more... )

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Some things are truly annoying and strange, love and relationships for one thing, finally fine the best sweetie ever and he's away working for 5 months, and though I understand, since I love theatre as well, but I miss him so much. I can't wait till I get the chance to see him again ^_^ I'm planning on going to KY to visit him as soon as I can ( Read more... )