i didnt think i was ever going to update this again, but i need to vent real bad. its like 1:30 am and no ones up anymore to talk to. so basically i hated disney, but it was better than being home. i fucking hate being home. i like being able to hang out with my friends, but thats about it. my parents are FUCKING ridiculous. im almost 20 years old ( Read more... )

well corrines viewing was very hard today...she was so amazing, i just still cant even believe it. tomorrow will be hard too, maybe harder, cuz macombers have to sing. i feel so bad for jessica, she doesnt even know yet. anyways i only have 3 days left here. im really sad...i wish all of this hadnt happened at the same time. tomorrow im going to ( Read more... )

so im leaving may 27th for disney to be pooh bear. itll be sweet, but ill miss everybody here a lot. macombers is over this week...tears. and finally school is almost over. stupid finals. ewww. at least speech is finally over, stupid bitch, i hope i never have to see her again. i have never had the experience of meeting someone as horrible as her ( Read more... )

So i got into disney! as a character! i dont know exactly what yet cuz they have to send me more information, but i got in, and thats all that matters!

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in the past few days, ive come to the conclusion that ( Read more... )

confused lately....ugh. cant wait for this semester to be over. hopefully shit will work itself out.

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ps, my boobs have gotten bigger since junior year...i could barely fit them into my dress from prom

Four jobs I've had in my life ( Read more... )

hah ... long story short, weirdo came into work started talking to me. then before he left he gave me his phone number. scared me a little, didnt really know what to say, just kind of giggled and walked away, then once he left..i threw it away. and i guess when he was walking out amanda told him i had a boyfriend, so i hope hes not expecting a call ( Read more... )

so earlier i was in a contemplative mood....and i thought to myself, "self, what if things that you said, or that other people said, actually happened?" i was reminded of how many horrible things i say all the time, and how many horrible things others say around me. things like...i wish i could go to sleep and never wake up...for instance. ( Read more... )

everyone just needs to calm down....its just life...and its just myspace/livejournal...im pretty sure these bring nothing but drama

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