I started this short story a while back, and I posted it then. Well, I decided to go back and add some more to it. Let me know what you think ( Read more... )

I haven't been able to sleep the whole time I've been up here. I've been getting around 4 hours of sleep every night. Well, morning.. since I don't even lay down until around 6-7 am. *Sighs* Today was pretty hard. Seeing my dad lay in a casket. I couldn't bare to even look at him for quite a while. After I did, I ended up just running out of ( Read more... )

So.. yeah. I'm at my dad's right now. Got a call at about 9-10ish telling me that my dad had taken a turn for the worst and that my aunt and uncle were heading up there. So I got up, started getting ready. I got a lot of phone calls during that time, until my uncle finally called me saying, "You need to get down here NOW!" and telling me to ( Read more... )

I never really have anything that interesting to say, and it being the summer, I still don't. EXCEPT.. KYLER AND I ARE GOING TO HAVE AN ATARI/NINTENDO EXTRAVAGANZA!! I'm so excited. There shall be an earth-shattering explosion when I walk through the front door, because the both of us are having some extreme excitement build up within us. ( Read more... )

Blood Brothers last night.. mmmm.. *Orgasms* Okay, maybe I won't take it that far, but it was awesome. lol Clint and I agreed it was a long night of sexing it up ( Read more... )

Today was rather boring, once again. My father called me, basically to ask about my Social Security check and to thank me for coming up. He said his dad and his family came to visit him yesterday, but he was feeling to sick to be really social and that he doesn't expect them to come back ( Read more... )

Today was dull. Though, I was little Miss Popular today. Tyler, Brad, Jason, Chris, and Drew all called me today. Pretty much all of them out of the blue. Chris came over and borrowed Dr. Strangelove. And just as he was pulling out of the driveway, my mom pulled in. I thought I was going to get in trouble, but it was no biggie. I told her he ( Read more... )

I am so tired of all of this. I just want to run away from it all. It is all really too much. I just want to be able to relax and not have to worry.. about college, money, wills, death, school, working.. anything. I want to just jump in my car and drive until I run out of gas and don't have any money left. Then put up a tent and lay on the ( Read more... )

I found out last night, at 11pm, that my dad's cancer has gotten very large, and that his doctors said there is nothing else they can do for him, and he has 3-5 months to live. It was all VERY hard to stomach, and I don't think I have yet to do it. I cried a lot, pretty hard. Harder than I have in a VERY long time. I woke up this morning to red ( Read more... )

School has been really boring. Not really doing much there.

Wanting to go to see the Blood Brothers tomorrow at Headliners, but I don't know if I can. I should probably ask.

I took new pictures, and I'm bored, so I'm posting them; as well as a quiz-thingy.
( Your hands on me. Pressing hard against your jeans. )