I am amongst the mountains now. 9600 feet up with thirty head of horses and I don't think i'd have it any other way. "Wait, wait, wait," you say. "What do you mean?" is your response. It has been a long time since we've sat and had our selves a talk. Things have changed to such an extent that a review, however needed, could be useless. Besides, i'm ( Read more... )

i went on a road trip yesterday to absolutely no where. just three-hundred and some miles of snow and interstate.

i don't really like people much , anymore. it's just my infactic lust for some companionship i need to learn to stiffle. herion worked, sometimes. you know, in a horribly self destructive way. "but when our love ran true i remember promising it to you" -and now it's no where to be found.

"sad, this is such a big pot of tortellini."
"speaking of pot, want to smoke some more before we eat?"

FUCK LOVE.

now i have this big empty feeling.. fuck it, let's go make some more bad decisions.

it just keeps snowing, snowing,snowing.and it's hopeless. so just calm down and try to enjoy it. however, whenever you see an ambulance you shiver underneath four full layers of clothing. then what does that mean when you see a focus drive by? you hyperventilate, thats what. those little economical, gas-saving vehicles of your demise. what once was ( Read more... )

all these anti-depressants are making me do weird things.

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There's this precocious little snow flake on my shoulder
pushing me around with the wind
and pummeling me with precipitation
a volley of intentions
there to carry me away.
foreign are the shivers that are intended
but not the goose bumps felt
the familiar look love showed
down her torso, on her skin
in our bed.

so here i am, sipping some brown shit i'm just presuming is coffee, which i'm doing purely for the free wireless, when i am approached by a one Scott Barr. he gave me a couple glances before he started talking to me, and he was really quite smooth about it ( Read more... )

apparently i'm a fuck up again. but when was the last time i wasn't?