I know I'm just 23 but JESUS FUCKING CHRIST I hate kids. Wait I'm sorry scratch that because a lot of toddlers are tolerable. I hate teens the most right now. Am I a bad person for wanting to have the ability to teleport and just BITCH SLAP them so damn HARD? Because I would and it would feel so good ( Read more... )

OhmyGod an update! Yes people I am as a matter of fact very much still alive! Who would've thunk it? Thunk. I don't like that word. Thought sounds better. Ahwell ( Read more... )

Note to self: Don't miss a day of your medication. This headache is horrible.

I melted :/

If you're going to boot me out of your guild because, oh I don't know, I had a falling out with someone, why not just tell me instead of sneak it ( Read more... )

Well CYMBALTA sucks. Took it yesterday for the first time and 5 hours later the side effects hit me hard. I was sweaty, I felt extremely hot, my hands felt cold, I felt slightly dizzy and I had a strong urge to vomit. I didn't but even taking sips of water had me pretty close to running to the bathroom ( Read more... )

Well I've been prescribed CYMBALTA and have a weeks worth. I'm finally allowed and technically am supposed to take a pill today at some point, but now I'm having hesitations. I know the doctors don't tell you EVERYTHING about the pill ( Read more... )

I swear shit just keeps hitting the fan for me. I don't know if this is some unusual forms of punishment despite what I've been already been feeling, but really? REALLY NOW ( Read more... )

Finally saw a counselor today. Sat for 45 minutes waiting to be the next one to be looked at. Didn't leave til 6:12 PM. I was there for about 4 hours pouring everything about my current worries, the possible triggers as to why I'm where I am now and a majority of my past to this one man. I bawled my eyes out and I hated it. Hated it because I felt ( Read more... )

Why does my mom say so many lies? Why does she think getting pills means you're crazy? Why do I even care so much about what she thinks and says in front of me and to those around? I know she's the crazy one and I know I'm just confused and depressed. I'm letting this pool of uncontrollable feelings swirl within me again right now. I feel sad, but ( Read more... )