Mentally and physically exhausted

[astral_dragon]

 I think I experienced what it's like to have a panic attack of sorts with severe coughing, puking and crying. All in one morning. I feel like Bennington really brings out my worst qualities and surfaces who I'm not. I came here to discover and live my passions. The only thing I have discovered and lived is stress and depression along with a random

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[kyohaku]

I'm replying here because I don't want anyone else (Jess, Bizzy, etc) to see this. It's really none of their business what I say to you here. Please don't tell anyone.
Yesterday, I didn't feel right leaving you in Bennington. I battled the whole way home with wanting to grab the wheel, turn around and MAKE you come back home here with me. I can tell you honestly now, that ever since I heard you were going to Bennington all of those months ago, I've thought it wrong for you. The first sign was their lack of aid to you. The second, the condition of the so called house that you live in. The third, and final straw, is this. You should NOT be having panic attacks in college like this. You should be having fun and doing what you dream to do