Writing, I will get back at you. I promise.

Well, to those who believe that, you're wrong. It's more messy than it is love-filled. And, The One is getting blurry again. I want it to be you, honey. But yeah, as I said, it's getting all blurry.

I have been at the worst version of me. Sure, that version has been getting me through the thoughest of plates and the most painful of heartaches, but as I go on being that, I know in me that I will never, ever like that person. One, because I know that that is not me. Two, because the people around me tell me that that is not me. Most of the time ( Read more... )

I know that one day, I'll wake up happy again.
I just know it.

I've fallen a million times and stood up a million and one.
I think I can fall down again and stand up and fight once more.

I drove again tonight. I went to MoA. I went fast. Really fast. (I even freaked the driver out.)
Therapy for me. Speed as the best way of running away for just a few minutes.
And then I went back to Taft.
I almost cried beside the driver because I did not feel pleasant still. And it felt bad again. It felt so bad.

But tonight, I would like to believe ( Read more... )

So is this why my summer was so beautiful? Is my year going to be something close to burning myself? Sure, I like the people around and it has been fun so far.

BUT GOD, PLEASE GIVE ME THIS ONE. JUST GIVE ME THIS ONE.

Didn't I want it BAD ENOUGH? Fine I take that. But God, look at me now and see HOW BAD I WANT IT.

Whatever's out there is nothing I know ( Read more... )

I used to wonder often why Jo loves driving so much. I mean, I have people who can drive for me and they don't seem to enjoy it as much as Jo does. And why drive when there's someone else who can hold the wheel for you?

But now, it has come to my senses that driving is more than what I thought.

NEW LOVE!! DRIVIIIIIIING. :D :D :D

I started driving last ( Read more... )

I hope you find whatever it is that's going to make you want to wake up everyday.
I've found mine.

One day, I woke up wanting to spend the rest of my life with you.
Since then, I've been wanting the same thing every time I wake up.

Even with the threat of rain, we went to Pampanga to go back, look back and serve again ( Read more... )