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I have been at the worst version of me. Sure, that version has been getting me through the thoughest of plates and the most painful of heartaches, but as I go on being that, I know in me that I will never, ever like that person. One, because I know that that is not me. Two, because the people around me tell me that that is not me. Most of the time, I trust other people because I believe they know more about myself than I do.
School has been killing me. Pressure has been pulling my down. My dream is still very hazy from where I am standing. And I just came from a very, very destructive fight with the one person who has always been the standing sane thing in my life.
But then again, I do not have any enough reason to erase the (quoting a friend) beautiful and amazing person that I am with what is around me, with what is possible to do around me. Really, whatever I have done will never ever measure me as a person. It is just that, in any way, that is not the Queenie they know slash they want to be nor is it the Queenie I want to be.
I am just 16. I am young. And as she has said, I am still a little girl.
So don't grow up too fast, young lady. There is more this world than growing up. Besides, growing up is not exactly fun.
Fine. Little girl naman palagi eh. Haha! Kaya Joselle, panindigan mo ang pagtawag sakin ng Little Girl. BRAT HERE. Haha. Kidding. Love, thank you for helping me get through. And I'm sorry for whatever I've done. ILOVEYOULITTLEPRINCENASUUUUPERCRUSHKO! :D
School has been killing me. Pressure has been pulling my down. My dream is still very hazy from where I am standing. And I just came from a very, very destructive fight with the one person who has always been the standing sane thing in my life.
But then again, I do not have any enough reason to erase the (quoting a friend) beautiful and amazing person that I am with what is around me, with what is possible to do around me. Really, whatever I have done will never ever measure me as a person. It is just that, in any way, that is not the Queenie they know slash they want to be nor is it the Queenie I want to be.
I am just 16. I am young. And as she has said, I am still a little girl.
So don't grow up too fast, young lady. There is more this world than growing up. Besides, growing up is not exactly fun.
Fine. Little girl naman palagi eh. Haha! Kaya Joselle, panindigan mo ang pagtawag sakin ng Little Girl. BRAT HERE. Haha. Kidding. Love, thank you for helping me get through. And I'm sorry for whatever I've done. ILOVEYOULITTLEPRINCENASUUUUPERCRUSHKO! :D