but i'll be left here waiting
with my heart on my sleeve
oh for the next time we'll be here
seems like a million years
and i think i'm dying

what do i have to do to make you see
she can't love you like me

why dont you stay
im down on my knees
im so tired of being lonely
don't i give you what you need
when she calls you will go
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wow. so my life's just been too crazy lately. all of the partying has finally calmed down quite a bit. but holy shit i work more than my mother does. i ended up quitting everything but water because i got another job at crunk energy drink doing promotional work. basically i walk around the beach, concerts, car shows (events of that matter) & pass ( Read more... )

okay so my sisters & i came to the recent decision of our matching tattoos.
we're each going to get a peacock feather, and i couldnt be more excited.
after my grandma passed away, my mom got a peacock on her back in her memory
so
we decided it'd be nice if we got a feather
just because its simple & we all agree on its astheticism & meaning.

i need help ( Read more... )

oh what? new lj.
yes indeed.

i came to the realization that my old journal was way too revolved around spin 
& all the unhappiness he brought 
& continues to bring to my life. 
i hope it drives you crazy thinking about me fucking the shit out of him.
hahahahahahahah
so anyways
here is where i vow to never speak that name in an entry EVER again.

life's been ( Read more... )