the current contents of my fridge --

two things of vanilla yogurt
leftover chinese food
leftover ramen
strawberry jam
half a thing of iced coffee
half finished cherry pepsi
two cans of mountain dew
two bottles of water
one carton of eggs
two sticks of butter
one package of strawberries
one bottle of grapefruit juice

hmmm... yeah...

ahahaha.. you know, for the first time since i've been at cornell since fall last year, i feel like i'm completely at home. who knew this was missing :)

"do you ever wish you could stop time?" clare asks. "i wouldn't mind staying here forever."

"mmm," i say, rolling on my stomach. as i slide into sleep, clare says, "i feel like we're at the top of a roller coaster," but then i am asleep and i forget to ask her, in the morning, what she means.

-- a time traveler's wife, pg. 456

it's like that every once in a while

the whimsical takes over
into a whirlwind of dreams, piano playing during the night, stars twinkling, galaxies swirling, the wind standing perfectly still all for something... that might not exist.

it's not real, right?

but don't tell me i'm the only one who's thought about the impossible *grins*

i think i've realized that my livejournal has become a burst of emotions and thoughts. not so much the rational, but just the opposite... the frustrated, the idealistic, the whimsical, the nonsense. and looking back, i have no idea what was going on when i posted those things... but when i read over them, i get that... mm... yeah, i know what that ( Read more... )

I think I can stare you in the eye now. I used to be terrified of looking into your pages - terrified of those what ifs, those could'ves, would'ves, should'ves, might have beens. The same can of worms that I never even touched - no, I threw the can-opener out the window quite some time ago ( Read more... )

Until further notice... friends only. 'Cause not everything is made for the world to see.....

Wow. I hide in so many places..... why else would I have a LJ, several blogs, and a xanga to vent on...?

Man it's been a while since I've updated. I just went back and read all.. what, 20 or my entries? Haha. So many of them were so ... in the moment. I dunno.. I've been reading a lot of my friends' LJ's lately and they've been so reflective... but I already have a xanga and about three blogs, so many I don't need another place to just write? Who

La di da... homecoming was kewl =)