You know, few things make me sadder than the inevitability of death, and my belief that this is it, that there's not after life for the soul and that the body and your time on Earth will be the totality of your existence, just compounds on that. I can't force myself to believe that there's something else afterwards no matter how I look at it. I ( Read more... )

new layout. 
its really wide, which i love, because entries don't get a chance to stretch it <3

also, hi! :) 

leaving for cuba on monday (august the 2nd). again.
will be there until the 22nd. of august.

wish me fun and luck and puppies with unicorns and rainbows! 

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posting/stealing this from angie, because i loved it!


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same wallpaper, different variations on it.
i'm so excited for the films.

made for my screen size (1680x1050) which is pretty big, so just readjust for smaller ones at will.


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I solemnly bow not to do it again, because it's not worth me feeling like this, feeling like shit, and betraying him. I'm giving up on life.

Even if the end result isn’t the one originally expected, it still beats not having taken the chance out of fear over the outcome. You can’t guess outright what will happen in the future over a decision you take in the present. There are patterns you might go over, expected results based on any number of factors: because you do this that will ( Read more... )