Life has been good.

Family is good.
My relationship is great,
almost perfect.
Work is fine,
think I got a second job,
my friends are the best ever
and my roommate is gonna pop soon.

t - minus 5 months till contentment.
I don't know if she's gonna go with me.
I don't think I can take the distance,
but maybe living together isn't the best right now.
It has ( Read more... )

One step at a time seems like an eternity ( Read more... )

I watched the ball drop with complete strangers.

Hello 2010!

I welcome this year,
hoping it's full of life changing experiences,
lust, and new adventures.
I'm not content with this past year,
but NO REGRETS.
hahaha
I've done some shit to make memories.

I think this is the year I finally learn myself.
I couldn't be more excited.

So, I'm working on it ( Read more... )

Hope everyone had a wonderful Thanksgiving.
I did.

I love kegs and eggs.
it makes me happy.
and drunk.

by noon.

GO ME!

I miss everyone that once was.

 I'm 20.
as of right now.

and never been more alone,
&& in many more aspects
than one.

yes.

Phone calls with Le' and Dre at 3 a.m.
They took turns free-styling on the phone.
(Le' Le' suuuuccckkkkksssss lol)
Le' is in Pennsylvania, Dre is New Mexico.
I miss these fools.
We need to get together and talk over some pizzas.

I love how some people will always stay connected,
 no mater how many miles are between them.
It's beautiful.

when i have a lot going on and a lot going on in my mind,
i never know how to write about it.
like, i want to talk about it all,
but i usually don't, just so i don't have to face it.

what do i do?
i mean, i have my doubts,
and i have my many concerns,
but i keep letting it happen.
i realized, ignoring it, helps.
i don't really know how all of this is going ( Read more... )

the medication i'm on is making me depressed.
i mean, i'm really happy, but i cant be cuz of the meds.
the only reason i stay on them is so i can sleep..
they make me knock out.
and that is good look.

i've been stressing hardcore about things i cant control.
i mean, i want everything to go perfect in life,
and although that isn't reality, i'm still ( Read more... )