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Okay, so it feels so good to be enjoying pulsing dance music, I feel like such a productive gay! We exist! I was going to classify myself as a femme butch with a thriving writing career as a joke cause neither of those combinations much exist. Anyway, I think I am hilarious! I need to text Alexis back...done! I'm so good at this. Anyway, my ( Read more... ) -
Binge /Salt
There's power in a binge; that "I waited for this all day" type feeling. The power of relinquishing self control and being able to do what you really want to do in the privacy of your own home. The power of buying the entree, the drink and the dessert just as you planned and obsessed over. You get to finally do the dance you've been rehearsing in ( Read more... ) -
Darkness Falls (And I Weep)
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Nostalgia
I am drowning in nostalgia today. Feeling like simpler times. So sure of the goodness of the past, not just my past but the past in general. Feeling so good about the future and more importantly about the present and the people in my life. I love the variety i have in friends and less and more. I love where I am. Manifesting the life of my dreams. ( Read more... ) -
Backlight
I am exhausted in the back of the Uber. I had driven an hour in pent up traffic trying to penetrate the borderline of the city. Everyone would be out tonight and I knew that but I still joined them. I did my part in adding to the sea of cars on the 290 expressway. Thinking on it again I realize I clutched the wheel the majority of the drive; gitty ( Read more... ) -
Yesterday was an amazing day
I ate some of my veggie shrimp stirfryed rice for breakfast at work. Then I had a burger with a medium fry at mcdonald's and water and then for dinner I had 1 1/2 slices of pizza from Whole Foods. The first slice was neopolitan and it's one of my new favorites! I ate so good yesterday, I felt like a queen. Now I am bloated today ^_^ lol
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I want to live in Los Angeles. I can't shake this. I can't deny it. I can't pretend that I really don't care. I can't fathom the thought of settling. I want to live in LA. I want to be around creatives. I want to be around the gays. I want the palm trees. I want the sun. I want the water. I want the hills. I want nature. I want it all. I don't want ( Read more... ) -
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Even If You Believe It
Feeling sexy? Impossible.
Feeling fat? constantly?