I feel like I only use this in the summer when I have time to update. Not a lot has happened. I've been doing a lottt of partying..not a lot of school work. That's senior year for you. I feel like I spend more time at work than I do in school and more time out getting fucked up than I do asleep so life has been a bit trying on me. I broke up with ( Read more... )

Can we go back to how it used to be
Starry skies looking deep in your eyes
cause living and lovin was easy
can we go back to how it used to be

He got down on his knee in front of his mothers house, and he asked me to be his wife ( Read more... )

I wanna do a lot of drugs and just die.
I'm only happy when I'm on something
Might as well remove myself from this shit of an empty life
And do it while in a nice mindstate
Just float off into nothing, feeling completley nothing.
It's greattt.
Nothing>Misery

git itt

im turning into an addict. lmao. by turning i mean falling fast.

right now
adderall
vicodin
yayoo
marijuana.
this other shit.

it's bad. i did drugs at school today bad. like in the bathroom. like whoah
what am i doing.

i can't function. sleep needs to happen now

I saw Mike for what I think could be the last tiem today ( Read more... )

i don't have any
all i ever am is angry or depressed.
but i do drugs.
so.many.drugs
and then i don't feel anything for a little while.

I can count the people who make me feel even a hint of happiness on one hand.

Atleast I spend basically all of my time with those people

That's my life for yah

The end

If you, if you could return
Don’t let it burn, don’t let it fade
I’m sure I’m not being rude
But it’s just your attitude
It’s tearing me apart
It’s ruining everything
And I swore, I swore I would be true
And honey so did you
So why were you holding her hand
Is that the way we stand
Were you lying all the time
Was it just a game to you

But I’m in so deep
You ( Read more... )

my nose burns.
i don't feel anything else.
it's so nice to be numb again.
my hearts in my throat and im blowing it down with this stupid crushed little pills.
i can feel myself starting to cry.
I don't want to cry anymore.
im so sick of being brokeknj

Soo where do I start? I have no idea. Probably at the beginning. I haven't talked about my life in forever ( Read more... )