Why do we continue to grow?
Why is it that we are in a never ending adventure of being stretched and pushed and broken? 
Will we ever get to a place where we just "are"?
I would imagine due to human emotion and an all knowing all incredibly good God who knows better than we that the answer to these questions is no.
To be done in emotional and ( Read more... )

For a reflective paper I need to come up with 3 words I'd use to describe myself and 3 words others use. They can be kind, brutal, or indifferent but in the end they have to summarize who I am. Some have been very true and alot really funny so I thought id be fun to share them so heres what I've gotten so far ( Read more... )

So I am in this thing called Basic Training (or BT for short) for church. Basically it's a leadership training that strectches you in every which way and kinda owns your life for 6 weeks. In the end though you know alot about yourself, your heart, the Lord and have a better understanding about things your passionate and called too. Were called to ( Read more... )

So today.......

I spilled coffee all over my arm while driving
I spilled coffee all over my white lacy shirt
I think I put the wrong oil in my car =/
The tape adaptor in my car is doing that stupid thing again (we tried gabby and it seemed to work for a while)
                  -this meant I had no music on my way to work which is my life line
I have a ( Read more... )

So in my never ending desire to read as many books as possible I have began to overwhelm myself with the challenge of three books at one time when in reality the time I have to actually read them is lacking at best. During summer I always tell myself I'm gonna knock out as many books as possible and yet I consume my days with so many activities and ( Read more... )

So I thought it was about time I gave a new playlist to go with my life. I love my musical bipolarity! I just run in and out of genres and sounds and it allows me to appreciate such a wide range. I was thinking about it yesterday that I don't know which would make me more sad, having my car or my ipod stolen! I suppose in reality the car would be ( Read more... )

          So yesterday at church pastor Chuck told a story about his dog that really hit me hard. He was out with his dog, who is prone to picking up frogs while out on walks. Well Whenever Chuck tells the dog to release the frogs the dog obeys and lets the amphibians go obediently. So one day while out for a walk the dog dug deep into a bush to ( Read more... )

I cant believe how much I crave music. I love it so much its crazy. Like a day without music is drastically less happy.
I go to the gym sometimes just so I can listen to my ipod.
Or I'll take the long way home just so I can keep my radio playing a little longer.
I just love music and I realized how much I value the art if lyrics or the sound of a band ( Read more... )

So today in honor of Happy March Day!!!! I was baking a cake in my apt and while i was licking the bowl something dawned on me. To Kait and Jon if your reading this YES I'm about to spiritualize cake batter in honor of you too because its been too long since I've done it.
I sat there with my spoon scraping up the last of the batter and eating it and ( Read more... )

So yesterday I had this neat opportunity to go to something called the Oscar showcase! Well I guess it wasnt that unique being that it happens every year and it wasn't some terrible stretch to get a ticket but I think the fact thatI just didn't know about it until Wednesday makes it something kinda exciting. Some interesting opportunity I didn't ( Read more... )