I miss my old room mate.

When someone decides to leave you even though they still love you, it's an unimaginable pain.

I never knew anything could hurt so bad.

I fought so hard for you.

Please. Please don't go.

I still need you.
I still love you.

Please.

I started Jillian Michael's 30 day shred the other day.

I better lose the weight she says I will, because I am in some paaaiiinnn.

Either way, my bridesmaid dress has been ordered a size too small, and the heat is onnnn.

bought myself a pack of alli, a pair of nike free's, and just dance 2.

buying a bike next month.

it's on like donkey kong(a registered trademark of the nintendo corporation, america).

she has cancer, and on the downward slide.

i am devastated.

found out today that baby bella is not doing well at all.

she's pretty sick and she can't keep food down.
she's at the vet and they'll be running tests again tomorrow to see if they can find anything, but right now, she's looking grim.

i don't know if i can handle her dying.

derek and i have decided that this will be the year that i FINALLY get to go to disney!

we'll be saving up all year, and when the summer semester is over(provided i can even go in the summer), we're gonna take a week, maybe more, and go hit up those theme parks!

i'm so excited; it's going to be such a good summer.

here we are, in 2011 ( Read more... )

now my other cousin is engaged.

my family has gone marriage crazy.

After much research and consideration, i have decided to return to vegetarianism, with a heavy lean toward veganism.

i've been losing a little weight, but not as much as i should.

more updates later.