A friend....

[ashes2fire]

A friend last night told me that she had known that I was pregnant. She said that she had known the whole time. I was like "why the hell didn't you tell me?" I had no idea for a while. She just shrugged her shoulders and said it was more of a feeling than anything. She said I had that pregnant women's glow. That I looked pregnant. Well shit. Just

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[littlegothpixie]

I really think you should try to tell him hun. It's not helping you at all to keep it a secret. If you really care for him and want it to work then he needs to know. It's possible that he won't take it well but you can't keep it in like this, it's horrible for you and your relationship.

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[ashes2fire]

Even if it wasn't his baby. Even if he knows that I wanted to keep it more than anything? I don't know. I just don't know. I am not a whore and I refuse to feel like one. But what he will think is scarying me. He is a nice guy but I don't hink I could deal with it if he thought me a whore. I am not one. I would just do something crazy if he thought that. Like dump his ass flat. :) hehe

[pointclickkill]

Maybe you should take that risk and tell him. If he's going to treat you badly because you made a decision you had to make, then you should kick him to the curb like a bad habit.

Of course, I also know this is easier said than done, especially coming from someone that hasn't walked in your shoes, so to speak.

[ashes2fire]

To be honest with you that is exactly what has been on my mind. If he isn't going to accept my decisions then why should I bother? Something i have been thinking about. I have decided that I cannot handle the stress of having someone else to worry about. So I think I am going to end it with him. Not much of a loss, I wasn't too wrapped up in him yet. I didn't let myself. :)