People are absurd, and YOU would be surprised.

decisions
decisions
decisions.....

Moving to another journal.

byeee.

I am finally settled into my apartment. I love the way i set up my room and the living room area. I just cant wait until Kristin gets up here so we can have more things, but of course that isnt all. Its ridiculous how much money my parents spent in the last 2 days between my brother and I. I am so lucky to have them. My roomates are cool. Bryan is ( Read more... )

 I leave for Orlando in 2 days and each and every moment that ( Read more... )

I just finished packing all my clothes to leave tomorrow to come back home. My mom and i bought so much stuff we thought we were going to have to take an extra bag from my aunt to hold everything, but luckily with our good packing skills we managed to stuff eveything neatly, but now its just heavy. We dont leave until 445pm so it gives us basiclly ( Read more... )

So im back from the church camp i went to with my cousin. It was their last night there and the only time i could spend with her away from family, and since i knew a lot of people who were there thats why i went. It was nice catching up with people ive known for a very long time. I didnt do anything godly, i didnt plan on it. Instead some virus ( Read more... )

So here i am in Delaware for the next 5 days. I am happy to be up here because i get to spend time with family members that i hardly see but i am so close to, but at the same time i just want to be home with my friends and do what i normally do before i move in a couple of weeks. I used to spend countless of summers up here and it truly is amazing ( Read more... )

The nightly sessions have been great and this afternoon. Maybe this wont be as hard as i thought, but that all really happens with time. I Got my hair done today, i like it. Blonder and shorter. Its cute and makes me smile because it feels nice. I took lauren to get her tattoo which is going to turn out amazing since we both got it done by the same ( Read more... )

The past couple of days have been really good considering what the past week has been like emotionally. Then today BAM, my whole world turned upside for something so silly, but that got resolved, quickly thank God. Lately it has seemed like i can get thrown off from reality and then seconds later im ok and i just seem to have the ability to come to ( Read more... )

ive been felt so hurt. Ive never hated myself so much, ive never wanted to disappear so badly. I dont want to move to orlando. I cant believe anything.. i feel so empty, so lost, so alone. My heart feel so dead. I cant love anyone, affection from people is pain, crying has turned into an everyday task. I dont know what to do anymore. Seeing couples ( Read more... )