New Vid! Where My Demons Hide

[ash48]

This is for d0llface_h00ker who bought me for fandomaid ages ago. Thanks so much for your patience and for the terrific song suggestion. <3

Title: Where My Demons Hide
Vidder: Ash48
Music by: Demons by Imagine Dragons
Beta: el1ie
Length: 3.06min
Category: Character/theme study
Summary: It's woven in my soul, I need to let you go....

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Comments

[milly_gal]

Oh my life, honey I think I wanna marry your brain! Just tell the hubby he can loan you out once a year!

The driving focus for me was the line "It's woven in my soul, I need to let you go". The issue of what each are prepared to do to keep the other alive is fascinating to me. I've tried not to judge that (because I think we each come at that argument from different perspectives and experiences), but rather lay it out in order to see that Dean struggles with the choices he makes - it's at least one of his inner demons.

This came from the discussion about co-dependency, right?

Wonderful work honey, absolutely wonderful!♥

[ash48]

Haha! Thank you so much hun!!

This came from the discussion about co-dependency, right?

Well, I'm always thinking about this stuff. I think S9 still weighs rather heavily on my mind so it tends to get into everything. But yes! That conversation helped. :))

[sam_dean_lover]

amazing as always <3. i do love Imagine Dragons and this awesome song

[ash48]

Thank you! <33

[borgmama1of5]

Lovely character analysis!

[ash48]

Thank you! :)

[el1ie]

It's woven in my soul, I need to let you go

It's always the fine print with these two, the need, the willingness, and the ability never seem to get aligned. Fantastic lines you've drawn here and you know how much I love it.

♥

[ash48]

That line seems so very them. It's like, if they could only let go the cycle will stop. But of course they can't which is what makes their relationship so compelling and interesting.

Thank you for all your help and encouragement! <33

[harrigan]

I started to tear up with Charlie... but when the screen went dark and ended with Sam's words, that's when I lost it. ♥

[ash48]

I'm glad it has some emotional resonance. I wanted show some of the things/people that get sacrificed when they make choices to save each other, but also to show that their strength is, in many ways, their ability to do that. It's kinda messed up, but they wouldn't be the Winchesters if it wasn't.

Thanks so much for watching. <33