as_always

Roll up, roll up...

vic_amy_z wrote in as_always_ Jul 08, 2005 21:37

Welcome to as_always_, the continuing slashy adventures of Spike and Angel!

Their story began as part of the RPG heraldic_dragon, and is continued here, written - as before - by felisblanco and vic_amy_z. If you were previously a reader, then everything below this post is what was posted as part of the RPG so you should be familiar with it. For those of you who are new to our tales, the back ( Read more... )

Index

felisblanco wrote in as_always_ Jul 07, 2005 15:57

How the relationship between Angel and Spike has been developing since the beginning. Each entry opens in new window so you can keep this list open for the next entry. Hope this isn't too confusing.

( The story so far... )

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[Locked Angel/Spike only]

cavemenwin wrote in as_always_ Jul 07, 2005 15:35

Lost ( Read more... )

[Locked] What the fuck happened to my life…?

angel_vamp wrote in as_always_ Jul 07, 2005 15:34

God, I feel like shit.

A couple of days ago, everything was going so well - the corporate machine was well-oiled, staff morale was pretty good, and Spike and I were more happy than we had any right to be. We had an interesting little online chat in the afternoon, and finally ended up in the bedroom where I let Spike… where Spike and I… uh, I guess ( Read more... )

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[Locked] Why am I always such an idiot?

cavemenwin wrote in as_always_ Jul 07, 2005 15:30

I think I fucked it all up. No, I know I fucked it all up.

I was stupid, a stupid fucking idiot. I got carried away and let it slip. So now he knows ( Read more... )

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[Locked] Oh. Fuck.

angel_vamp wrote in as_always_ Jul 07, 2005 15:27

What the hell am I doing?

I'm sitting at my desk, clutching a bottle of whiskey in hands that won't stop shaking.

I should have been upstairs ten minutes ago.

I don't know what I'm more worried about - Spike ringing to find out where I've got to, or him not ringing at all.

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How can I want this so much, and yet still be so fucking scared?

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[Locked] What have I done?

cavemenwin wrote in as_always_ Jul 07, 2005 15:26

He's not coming ( Read more... )

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[Locked: Angel/Spike only]: Panicking

cavemenwin wrote in as_always_ Jul 07, 2005 15:22

So a little over half an hour ago I introduced Angel to IM. Yep, that's right, we're getting nerdier by the minute. Anyway, it went something like this...

( Cut because it got bloody long. And a bit mushy. )

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[Locked] Here goes…

angel_vamp wrote in as_always_ Jul 07, 2005 15:17

Let's hope I've got the 'locked' thing to work this time, because this post is about Spike. Don't get me wrong, I mean, things are really good. No, things are *really* good. Not in a 'look out here comes Angelus' kinda of way, but just… really good ( Read more... )

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[Locked: Angel/Spike only]

cavemenwin wrote in as_always_ Jul 07, 2005 15:05

You reading, Peaches ( Read more... )