this girl that i m with right now
is like a dandelion flower
that you blow into the wind
and admire as she floats away

not enough hours in the day, not enough days in the weekend

im the most honest person you know and dont talk to

i came home from work and played the board game life with my younger brothers for an hour or so

I say, "God, you're so beautiful,"
because for the next few moments I can.
And she pulls back to look at me and says,
"What's that suppose to mean?"

And I say, "I don't know."
I say, "Nothing I guess."

I say, "Nevermind."

Her eyes, kept wide behind aged lenses, caught mine; and in doing so insisted that I, too, bend to our stranger's generosity. Her effort humbled me. My mind fell back into what little of their interaction I had overheard. He mumbled; something about the Hurricaine Katrina releif effort and whether or not he could make a direct donation - and that's ( Read more... )

I dont think i have reason for this anymore

there are so many people
and places and
they all exist independently of one another

How horrible it must be to be so lonely, so absolutely out of place, you must resort to forcing aquaintances into friendship roles you are too deficient to attain naturally.

I miss enjoying the things I love.