i had a good day at work and am in a good mood. i still have this feeling, though. i can't put my finger on it, but it's weird ( Read more... )

so now i'm reading 'pandora', when i get paid i'm going to buy 'blood and gold'. i'm still reading this other book, '100 years of solitude' and it's good but it's thick reading and i have to read it like i'd eat cake, one piece at a time.. although this might be a bad analogy because i don't think i'd eat a whole cake, but yeah. i need to clean my ( Read more... )

this morning i vomited a bunch and had to call in sick to work. i feel like melting shit. i slept till one and STILL feel wretchedly gross, i'm going to try to drink something and hope it doesn't make me hurl. so far, so good. this sucks.

i am waiting for my bride of frankenstein painting to dry, so i can work on it some more. there is this level of realism that i'm striving for, and because this painting is a challenge to me, i feel like i'm probably learning alot.. in fact i know i am and it rocks me ( Read more... )

last night was interesting. some of the personal highlights for me were when emili and mark climbed the tree in noah's yard and started screaming and acting like monkeys, which made noah's horrible bird scream alot, and noah's mom came out and said she was going to throw firecrackers in the tree but there were none left ( Read more... )

it was two years ago yesterday that ben's funeral happened. i don't like thinking of it and what a strange, miserable day it was. i can still see all of us standing there in front of his urn in that completely empty church, just standing there. i remember there was this. moment of hesitance before we went up to it. i remember kelly trying to open ( Read more... )

then nothing could be better ( Read more... )

it's early in the morning. i have to make myself eat something before i leave here. this afternoon i'm going to hang out with my friend kelly, after i get off of work. yesterday i offered andrew some gas money for a ride from work to my bank and my old job, i know he needs some extra cash right now i just hope it all works out as planned ( Read more... )

another test because for some reason (and maybe i am just a retard) ths only works half the time ( Read more... )

yesterday was intense. it was the two year anniversary of ben's death and it was my best friendly cousin's 23rd birthday and i got my new job and i got liquored up with my friends and right in the middle of all of that i had to go with my mom to get shirts for my new job. search d'workshirts ( Read more... )