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last night was interesting. some of the personal highlights for me were when emili and mark climbed the tree in noah's yard and started screaming and acting like monkeys, which made noah's horrible bird scream alot, and noah's mom came out and said she was going to throw firecrackers in the tree but there were none left.
the music was a little bit muddy at some points, hard to sort through or find a thread within the jam to follow, plus i didn't have any of my instruments so i felt sort of vulnerable and displaced, like i was unable to participate properly in the musical conversation.
i liked the smoking tent and spent a good portion of the party inside it. my cousin last night was beautifuly intoxicated and ridiculous in her intoxication. i got all the stuff from the altar we made in the bandroom. emili was funny when she said that she should have known that most of that shite was mine. heh.
i would like to simply hang out at my house today doing nothing but painting, but alas, i have to go to work.. which really isn't too bad, my shift is only five hours long, and i expect it to pass quickly.
it was interesting meeting andrew's girlfriend last night, my curiosity is piqued. that girl is ridiculously attractive irl, and i look forward to getting to know her for what she's like underneath what she looks like.
i am watching R + J before i go to work. i don't know what it is about this movie and this time in my life that makes it relevant to me, or even appealing, because i never particularly cared for it much in the past, but man. this movie is the shit and i can't seem to get enough of it. i love the absurdity of the characters and their longing. i love how romeo and juliet don't even KNOW eachother, and that they don't CARE. i love that this great story can only take place between two adolescents, yet unschooled by life and not yet wise enough to see the idiocy of what they do. i LOVE IT.
there aren't too many movies that i watch where i'm captivated and appalled and horrified and hopefully expectant all at once, eventhough i know it's not going to end well.
i think this movie kind of. helps me see the failures of my miserable last relationship and what a joke it ended up being, and helps me put a face on this new form of lonliness that i feel. it's nice to have something to help you articulate the atmosphere of what you feel.
i have the cramps.
the music was a little bit muddy at some points, hard to sort through or find a thread within the jam to follow, plus i didn't have any of my instruments so i felt sort of vulnerable and displaced, like i was unable to participate properly in the musical conversation.
i liked the smoking tent and spent a good portion of the party inside it. my cousin last night was beautifuly intoxicated and ridiculous in her intoxication. i got all the stuff from the altar we made in the bandroom. emili was funny when she said that she should have known that most of that shite was mine. heh.
i would like to simply hang out at my house today doing nothing but painting, but alas, i have to go to work.. which really isn't too bad, my shift is only five hours long, and i expect it to pass quickly.
it was interesting meeting andrew's girlfriend last night, my curiosity is piqued. that girl is ridiculously attractive irl, and i look forward to getting to know her for what she's like underneath what she looks like.
i am watching R + J before i go to work. i don't know what it is about this movie and this time in my life that makes it relevant to me, or even appealing, because i never particularly cared for it much in the past, but man. this movie is the shit and i can't seem to get enough of it. i love the absurdity of the characters and their longing. i love how romeo and juliet don't even KNOW eachother, and that they don't CARE. i love that this great story can only take place between two adolescents, yet unschooled by life and not yet wise enough to see the idiocy of what they do. i LOVE IT.
there aren't too many movies that i watch where i'm captivated and appalled and horrified and hopefully expectant all at once, eventhough i know it's not going to end well.
i think this movie kind of. helps me see the failures of my miserable last relationship and what a joke it ended up being, and helps me put a face on this new form of lonliness that i feel. it's nice to have something to help you articulate the atmosphere of what you feel.
i have the cramps.